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I am amazed that this sucker is still here, seeing as I haven't written since halloween. I have been so busy I pretty much forgot about the whole blogging thing.

well, I'm moving to Colorado in a week..right now I am putting off doing all the millions of things I have to do before I leave--which is probably why I decieded to write on this blog after a 3 month hiatus. I don't know what to take with me, and I can't really start packing cause I am assuming that I will probably need stuff in the next week...this is not interesting but it's the crap on my mind ...
I can't believe I am finally actually moving....I am really excitied..but it's a strange feeling.I am gonna miss my dog. And people. And my bed. And Jalepenos--my favorite restaurant. But thats all ok, I can live without it, cause I am going to get to live next to mountains and maybe get to go skiing and camping, and meet new people and live in a dorm and pretend it is my freshman year of high school all over again. I could totally reinvent my personality cause no one there will know me. Maybe in Colorado I will be the kind of girl that wears trucker hats. Or I could be a loud and crazy girl, or a sweet innocent quiet girl. I'm pretty sure, though, that I am happy with myself the way I am.......

oh well....back to packing stuff, I guess. Maybe I will actually write about colorado when I get there.
posted by julie 11:39 AM

Halloween costumes are a problem for me. I have gone blank...after trips to the thrift store, the Halloween store, and rummaging through my closet, I am still coming up blank.
well, that isn't completly true. I had this great idea to be a Girl Scout because I still have the shirt and the vest and stuff. But when I put it all on..it was cool , but it was...well.....I looked like a stipper. Now the slutty angle gets played a lot in female Halloween costumes, and I myself have been guilty of it..but the Girl Scout thing is just too much. You just can't be a 23 year old girl scout without looking slutty.
It is frustrating. I don't want to be some male fantasy, I want to have a fun costume!!! I kep racking my brain thinking of things that I can make or put together. The people I will be with are dressing up as the guys from "Easy Rider" but I don't think there are any memorable girls in that movie. (Except the prostitues..?)
ok, what I really want to be is a cowgirl...but I don't have the boots, the hat, or anything that really looks cowboy-ish. These Halloween costumes can get expensive...I don't know....if anyone out there thinks of anything feel free to let me know.....
posted by julie 2:32 PM

hanging up on someone is empowering...but sort of not at the same time. i just hung up on a certain somebeody, and I was hot with the firey fury of satan in a hottub eating spicy thai noodles...and i still am..sort of. Then i remembered it's friday night, and I'm here alone. And I'm kinda bored. And what if this person doesn't call me back? what will I do for the rest of the night?
and then there is the other side. I mean, I'm pissed. REALLY pissed...but what if my hanging up has infuriated the other party into being MORE pissed than me? I feel like a wuss saying that..but I never really hang up so that I won't have to talk to the person, I hang up to make a point. I am a pissed off woman, hear me ROAR!!!!Now you better call me back! no, wait, seriously, call me back! ok, It's been 15 minutes, the phone hasn't rang. Now I am curious..how pissed off is the other person? Was my hanging up unwarrented? I know myself that it is fully justified, but if the other party doesn't see it as that, then how long do I have to wait to talk it over? The suspense might kill me! FUCKING CALL ME BACK ALREADY!!!!
so, people, I try to be a tough-ass..but as you can see, it is mainly an act. When I yell at people, I am secretly hiding my shaking hands and my heart is really racing in my chest. I try to push myself to seem tough, but I am truly a bit of a pushover.
The phone is not ringing. Maybe I should attribute that to the string of obscenities that left my mouth before I slammed down the phone. I just don't think before I say these things! no, I take that back. I meant it, every word. Ok, I think I need to leave the house. Ta!
posted by julie 6:05 PM

hi. when was the last time I wrote on this thing? a long ass time, I guess. I basically forgot about it for awhile. My life has been pretty crazy brains latley, and haven't had much time to think about anything....
so ashleys "bachelorette party" was last night. Really, we had fun, but in terms of a Bachelorette party, it was pretty lame. Basically it was just a girls night out, for most of it it was just me and ashley. And since we have no girlfriends (or knowledge of lexington bars), there was not a whole lot to distinguish it from any other night. so we went to the melodeon (sp?) and lynaughs, listened to millenium hip hop party, saw a funky band for the last 15 minutes of their set. it was cool. I was extremely tired because I stayed up partying the night before in cincinnati until dawn. but I pulled through until at least 1:30 last night, I thought that was pretty good, considering.
so we are thinking about having another "bachelorette" party, only maybe planned a little better. The only problem being that it would have to be after ashley and matt get married. (didn't they do that for chandler on friends?)

so, I am the worlds laziest human today. I feel like this is the first day I have been able to sit on my ass and do nothing, and I am going to enjoy it to the fullest extent. I already watched "when harry met sally" today, and later "you've got mail" will be on! and it's rainy and sort of cold, perfect lounging around in my pj's kinda day. so why am i wasting it sitting here on the computer????
bu-bye.
posted by julie 12:12 PM

it has been so long since I have written on this bee-otch that I almost forgot my blogger password.
I'm sitting here eating strawberries and raspberries...and I don't have a whole lot to say. I can tell you on thing. I am tired of being introspective. Does anyone else get real introspective when they go to the beach? I think it is something about the sand and the waves that maybe remindes me of "deep thoughts by jack handey" but I get for real deep thoughts....and I am tired of it. My mind has been on overload just thinking about stuff constantly--I have had the worst time sleeping and I haven't resolved any of my ongoing issues.

I am america's #1 narcissist................

I think I need to learn to live in the moment more...and stop thinking about everything so damn much!

in other news...everyone I know is getting married. I found another cool dog today which I named Chopper, as a tribute to Peaches, the lost pomeranian I also named Chopper. I have a painting in a real deal art show in cincinnati next weekend....I am excited about that, except that I thought my painting was done until I saw it in the sunlight yesterday and it looked aaallllllll wrong. so now I have to change it more and I feel rushed and it sucks. but the painting will be good.hopefully.

oh, and for ANYONE who might be interested, Juicy juice is indeed made with 100% juice. I saw the commercial.

oh, and this is my immature observation of the day: almost every time I type the word "and" I write "nad" . hee hee. nad.

alright, well I'm off!


posted by julie 5:29 PM

I was just looking at my actual blog page and I realize half of those entries are all posted twice. I have no clue why they are doing that, but I aplogize. I will try to stop this from happening....
I was gonna write, but I am gonna take my dog for a walk instead. Maybe later.....
posted by julie 2:07 PM

I have a public service announcement....

Drunk (or even tipsy) emailing is bad news. Don't do it. It is just as bad as Drunk and tipsy late night phone calls. You will say things you don't mean. You might email the wrong person. You will spell everything wrong, and you might even email an old boyfriend or "fling" that you previously swore you would never ever email again. (If you make that promise to yourself, get rid of all temptaions...get that number off your phone, delete that email address, put a sticker over it in your address book, whatever it takes to make you NOT CALL!) I don't know if you know, but you can't get those emails back!You can't suck them back through the computer, once you click they are really gone! So you better not say anything stupid. The next day you will sit at work and think about it and squirm and want to cry and scream and squeeze things, because you want to get that email back soooooo bad it hurts!

So don't do it. Seriously.
posted by julie 11:08 AM

I have a public service announcement....Drunk (or even tipsy) emailing is bad news. Don't do it. It is just as bad as Drunk and tipsy late night phone calls. You will say things you don't mean. You might email the wrong person. You will spell everything wrong, and you might even email an old boyfriend or "fling" that you previously swore you would never ever email again. (If you make that promise to yourself, get rid of all temptaions...get that number off your phone, delete that email address, put a sticker over it in your address book, whatever it takes to make you NOT CALL!) I don't know if you know, but you can't get those emails back!You can't suck them back through the computer, once you click they are really gone! So you better not say anything stupid. The next day you will sit at work and think about it and squirm and want to cry and scream and squeeze things, because you want to get that email back soooooo bad it hurts!

So don't do it. Seriously.
posted by julie 11:08 AM

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